Sunday, September 12, 2010


I continually get Rejected!


It sucks to love someone when they don't love u back.. Words can only mean so much right. With the words you say I see no passion of effort that comes with it. I understand I can not be by ur side everynight because you have a life of your own but the nights I don't can I get a text in the morn.. Makes it worse that I sit at work and you can say how happy u are to my manager and be enlightened but still haven't said hi to me.. Confused and wondering why I keep going back.

Friday, September 10, 2010


I love going to the gym and working out and shit. But why when I smoke and drink I have a better endurance to work out and can lift and run more then before?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


Well tonight I am making another attempt to do something together but once again I might just get the rejection. Kinda getting use to it which is the sad part.


All the times we had would be the best memories
In the end all you really have is memories.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Today I learned

Why is everything you watch, hear, and see also seem like it is relevant to what is going on in your lives.
And fuck I have to turn my phone on to get the quotes one second....

btw, turned my phone off because I am a mean person and take it out on people even if it does not have to do anything with them. I have been really frustrated about my money situation and want more so I can do more happy activities for the special one. Having a shortage of money has been preventing me to change my ways... but thats another day. And if I am not mean for a day maybe I can see the special one, but on the real I think I need to move on. I have been trying hard for what I have at the time to impress the special one, to meet her needs and have her be satisfied in our relationship that we have, but the return is not fulfilling. We have bad communication and understanding each other and as I see it, we do not have a balance for each other characteristics.

"Life does not change, you just become comfortable with your core misery which is a form of happiness."

Going to the next statement I herd which was something about you make a new relationship to cover up the pain of the previous ones. Sound like a continuous life cycle, unless you find some true love happiness and have kids and everything but that does not exist anymore.

I am scared of relationships and rather not put a title on something that makes me happy. I see my views as if I believed in a relationships then that would be a goal to achieve for, but once you accomplish your goal, what is there to work for. Also, there is no more goals to reach for and the only way you can go is down.

Like a star shining so bright can only explode or die, but his achievements will not make him greater. He has created standards for him that he will continually have to achieve just to be successful.

Where when you are on top there is only failure to look forward to which leads to depression and misery.

What to do to prepare yourself for the cycle of life happiness?

Monday, September 6, 2010


If you got a girl,
man hold her close,
tell her you love,
dont let her go,
i'm tellin ya,
i'm warning ya,
no matter what you got,
anybody can leave you

love vs money

i wanted to take u home to my mama
i wanted to take u home to my mama
i wanted to take u home to my mama
but no, but no, but no

February Love

Do anything for just a fraction of you
And I know this may sound stalkerish,
But that's because you are the shit


Even though she wasn't my main girl
I was still committed, it was me and you
You said you wouldn't tell
But you saved my voicemails
But I always knew

nikki 2

Then you switched it all up on me
You used to be my homie
You said you'd play the role
And then you went cold
This love we had that was new
Suddenly grew old


Seen a lotta places, all around the world,
A lotta pretty faces, a lotta pretty girls.
This one is for you, where ever youre at,
Still gotcha name tatooed on her back.

-- Remix

Say what you want
Girl you know you miss me
Shawty I'm the realist
You know I'm the illest
I ain't goin nowhere

sex intelligent

She might even chill at the bar with you for a minute,
while shes there with you, she thinkin how I hit it
shawty cant forget it
I bust it down, break it down, blunt raw split it

Paris Morton Music

Would have came back for you ,
I just needed time, to do what I had to do
caught in the life, I cant let it go whether thats right I will never know,
hoping you will forgive me, never meant wrong,
tried to be patient, waited to long,
but I wouldve came back, but i wouldve came back,
wouldve came back, wouldve came back.
Wouldve came -

Devil in a New Dress

I mean a nigga did a lot of waiting,
We aint married but tonight I need some consummation.

Final Hour

To be seeing, what im seeing,
after ive seen, what ive seen
Its like acting out a scene
From a dream
of my dream

Meant To Be

see me I'm into hoes
that's into hoes
so now I'm in two hoes,
real sh-t boy

Black Everything

It's black...everywhere we are
And you're the star


I lost my girl
And no one's standing next too me
I need the love
With you is where I rather be
I ain't worth nothing
Just toss me out into the sea
If your in love, don't yooh dare sing along with me


This Blog has been taken over by a New Identity.
New Minds bring New Eyes.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Drake -Tweet Tweet ft. Jimmy Kimmel

Soulja Boy - Pretty Boy wag

Which one do you like better? I still like the first one. Sorry about the behind the scenes video but I think you get the point.

Friday, July 2, 2010

I Want to Make Love

Step 1
Find a willing and clean partner. Ideally, you and the partner will be in a serious, monogamous relationship. While casual sex could be fun, it can lead to painful or life-threatening sexually transmitted diseases (STDs) and unwanted pregnancy.

Step 2
Discuss the possibility of sexual relations with your partner. Find out their sexual history, and discuss if you are mature enough and emotionally ready to have sex. If you can't say "I love you" to the person, you are not ready to have sex.

Step 3
Purchase birth control and STD prevention. The female can choose from a variety of birth control methods, while the male should purchase condoms.

Step 4
Find the right moment. Making love is often a spontaneous event, and too much planning can ruin the mood. However, you want to be sure you are in a safe environment where no one will barge in on you.

Step 5
Slowly undress and begin foreplay. Foreplay is the kissing and touching that occurs before sex. While the male will want to jump right in to the sex, the female requires a bit of warming up. Think of the man as a microwave and the woman as a crockpot--they take different times to get to the same "temperature."

Step 6
Lay horizontally on a bed. The man can be on top of the woman, his body in between her legs, and their genitals aligned. This is called the missionary position, and it is one of many different positions for making love.

Step 7
Insert the erect penis into the vagina. If the vagina is dry and it is hard to insert, use a few drops of lubricant.

Step 8
Engage in a rhythmic, tandem motion with your hips, carefully and slowly moving the penis in and out of the vagina. It may take a few minutes (or months) to get your rhythm together.

Step 9
As partners near climax, the rhythm will increase, as will the body heat and verbal declarations of love. Upon climax, the male will release sperm into the condom or vagina, and his penis will deflate.

Step 10
The male will roll off the partner. Hold each other, exchange your promises of love and enjoy the afterglow.

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Benny Benassi - Spaceship

I Love Benny Benassi

Drake Cancels Tour

Drake Cancels tour to takes care of tour.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Big Sean "POW" Buy some

Salade Tomatoes Oignons (Yuksek Remix).......Follow Me

Follow ME and my Blog... I wish I had a camera follow my lifestyle.

Rihanna - Rude Boy (New video)

Mad Happy that the video Finally Came out.. I love all her videos off of her last album!!

Kid Cudi - "cudderisback

So basically I have to say is that Kid Cudi is back. I love the reality of the video, rollin and smokin blunts.. Even to the aspect of him not singing the song until have way through when he just jumps into the verse randomly... gotta love it.

Dan Black Ft. Kid Cudi - "Symphonies Remix"

More Kid Cudi Features

I Love how Kid Cudi broadens out his voice by coming to different ears. He is so Diverse.

David Guetta ft Kid Cudi - "Memories"

I Love This Song!!!

Deadly Shooting at Alabama University

A woman has opened fire at a university in the southern US state of Alabama, killing three people and wounding at least three more, officials have said.


Hospital where Clinton was Taken

Thursday, February 11, 2010

East Coast Snow Storm

By Patrick Walters
Associated Press / February 12, 2010

PHILADELPHIA - Crews in Maryland worked to rescue motorists stranded on highways in snowdrifts up to 8 feet and utility workers scrambled to restore power to more than 100,000 customers a day after a powerful storm disrupted the lives of about 50 million people from the southern plains up through the East Coast.

The storm has been blamed for more than a dozen deaths, mostly in traffic accidents.

Snowbound airports resumed limited operations, but many flights were still canceled or delayed. School systems in the path of the storm remained closed for a second day, including those in Baltimore, Philadelphia, and Washington, D.C., although New York City schoolchildren headed back to class after only their third snow day in six years.

In Washington, the federal government was closed for a fourth straight day. The nation’s capital joined Philadelphia and Baltimore in logging their snowiest winters in history.

iPad Rejects Adobe Flash

Sunday, February 7, 2010

With most other companies, this would have looked like a sloppy oversight: Two weeks ago, a presenter showing off a new computer allowed the audience to see that it couldn't display a Web page's Adobe Flash content.

But that person was Apple chief executive Steve Jobs and the device was the new iPad -- and there was no chance that an operation as detail-obsessed as Apple let this display of incompatibility happen by accident.

Toyota Prius Recalled